the rest of my Saturday...

No more mourning now...
i will tell you about the rest of my Saturday which was mainly happy things...

Ok so we went for hari bakat...
but oops i forgot my ticket...
so Yau's mum brought me back home to take it...
how nice of her...
then i decided to change my shirt too as i was dressed up all in black...
from Jia Yuen's funeral...

So anyway we went to get Yau's ticket too...
She also forgot it...
but guess what?
I FORGOT MY TICKET!!!!
after going home to get it...
yes...
i KNOW!!!!!
damn stupid...

so hari bakat was OK...
there was more SHIT talent than awesome talent...
but a few mentionable things are...

Diablo Chinese Yo-Yo (Timmy dropped like shit... but otherwise would be very nice)
Accidental heroes( band... they sang love song! xD but they were seriously nice)

Tarian Muhibbah (ok this was damn stupid but it is FUNNY!!!!)

JT lovers dance... (omg this 1 was so bloody awesome... best DANCE... they really brought sexy back...)

SHUFFLERS!!! (im all for the black 1s... white 1s suck in comparison... and I love the black leprechauns coz they kacau yau... xD)

Su Wee's dance (ok thats not the name and actually they kinda sucked... but hey! su wees in it!!! and they used Chinese fans...)

Flame people (Delia and some others... looking X rated... but guy at the end was COOL!!!)

Puteri Gunung Ledang dance (Ok at first i was wtf...? but though it looks like a 1 man gigolo show... Its really entertaining to see a guy whos too sexy for "somebody" dance... but NO im NOT interested...)

Jeffreys dance!(ok we all screamed like shit for them because of Jeffrey... but though they were like one of the bests... FANGKAI's SOOOOO MUCH BETTER!!!!! SAD THEY'RE GONE!!!!)

Thats about all the cool stuff???

most of the rest were all shit...

so anyway after Hari Bakat..

we all decided to pay a trip to 1u...
for lunch...

I was in the toilet with abigail when they call us to run to KBU entrance because they leaving...

so I RAN IN HEELS!!!!

reached there and in the end we still had to wait for mallek to call rittie....
who didn't even come...

so we went in Mallek's van (driven by his driver)
and listened to awesome songs all the way to 1u...
i pity his driver wei...
we must have made him like deaf....

then we ate at...
WAFFLE WORLD!!!
i ordered Banana Walnut...
but regret eating so much waffle...
sick of it now...
but still stole some fries from Mallek...
release the jelak feeling...
xD

then they all wanted to watch a movie...
but Christine had to leave at 3...
so they all so nice...
Wont leave me alone until then...
so i dunno if they watched movie at 3..
but anyway...

GIRLS WENT SHOPPING!!!

guys went to play CS i think...
=.=
no lives people...
xD

so i was about to try 3 awesome dresses in forever 21 when...
blek...
daddy call...
its time to go home...

so christine say bbye to everyone and run downstairs...

then go home...
get ready for hiphop class...

*Groan*

so at hiphop dance dance hopefully burn off the waffles...
then go home and omg have to go for a musical in St. Mary's school...

its like a 20 minutes drive so we had to leave at about 7 for the 8 o' clock show...

so reach there and wait for my cousins to join me...

the show is very awesome for...
-being all girls (yes the phantom is a girl and she sings!)
-a school (it was more entertaining than hari bakat)
-being in a tiny place ( it was their school hall which is like 1/3 the size of KBU's i think but they managed to work it)

my friend was performing in it which is why i went in the first place...
but it is veryy entertaining....
especially for classical freaks like me....

just a bit disturbing when the girls "kiss"...

and hearing "Raoul" sing...
she is shorter than "Christine Daae"...
looks cuter and girlier...
and has a higher voice...
but of course...
"Christine Daae" was a really awesome singer...

so yes all in all...
pretty cool...
hope to attend another school musical soon...
this time in Wesley Methodist...
romeo and juliet i think...
because my cousin is performing in it...
=D

well all for now...
ciao...

seeing beloved Jia Yuen for the last time...

On Friday...
me, siew jun, soo yin, rou en, hui li, and yin yin went together with Vincent...
to pay our respects to our beloved friend...
when we arrived we wrote our names down and all that stuff...
Then...
they invited us to see Jia Yuen...

His face was pale and white...
he looked like a paler sleeping version of the Jia Yuen i knew...
but there was no sign of life...
it was then that it hit me...
I was REALLY never going to talk to Jia Yuen again...
not going to help him do his Peka Science...
not going to push him around on his wheelchair...
not going to ask him silly questions ...
not going to ever tell him how much he meant to me....

thats when the tears started pouring...
everyone was crying...
Rou En still couldn't cry...
but I knew she was very sad inside...

Then Jia Yuen's relative...
a chubby cheerful looking woman in her 30s...
brought us to a table...
telling us...
Jia Yuen wouldn't want us to cry...
he would want us to be happy...
This only made me cry even more...

She told us that Jia Yuen always talked about the nice girls in his class...
more tears...

Then she gave us sweets in a box...
She said "Yuen" give these sweets for us...
even more tears...

The world is unfair...
i thought...
Jia Yuen was so sweet...
He didn't deserve to die so young...
Even with his muscular dystrophy...
I thought he had a good 10 - 20 years ahead of him...

anyway his relative offered us alot of food and water...
I couldn't help but eat like a pig...
eating makes me happy...
me and rou en sort of comforted each other...
she's nice to talk to...

but one thing i realized...
in the end...
i felt sad for losing my friend...
but i did not regret anything about our relationship...
i FEEL i had been a good friend towards him...
Especially in his last week...

Me and cheryl had helped him do his Peka Science...
as he could not write...
He gave us a paper frog each in gratitude....
Isn't that sweet??

and on wednesday...
the last day i saw him...
i did say goodbye to him...
though I didn't know that this goodbye...
would be the last and biggest goodbye...

At around 11 sumting i think...
Xian Ting and her dad came to pay their respects to Jia Yuen...
then...
we had to say goodbye...

I looked at Jia Yuen's face for the last time...
or so I thought...
and more tears came out...

Then we all walked together toward the car...
Me and Rou En comforted each other...
but i think it was more like Rou En comforting me...

Eventually we stopped crying...
but we still felt sad for our lost...

at home...
Hui Min called me...
and asked me to go to see Jia Yuen again...
but this time with her, Shaniera, Jarrod and Kadri...
Abigail couldn't make it as she had duties...

Then...
Kadri bailed on us as he had duties too...

Jarrod was the only guy in a group of girls...
AGAIN...

So we headed out to see Jia Yuen...
We arrived at about 8 30...
and I saw him again...

I found out how he passed away...
Apparently...
he fell down on Wednesday at the school foyer...
The students panicked and took ages to get him in a car to send him home...
Assuming he had sprained his ankle when Jia Yuen complained of pain...
His parents made an appointment in the hospital for Friday...
He was sick on Thursday and didn't attend school...
then later in the night...
Jia Yuen felt extremely hot...
His parents panicked and sent him to the hospital...
But it was too late...
Jia Yuen passed away on the way to the hospital...

and now...
he was going to be cremated in an hour or so...
then thrown into Port Klang i think...

This time...
when I saw Jia Yuen...
none of us cried...
I suppose the shock and grief are gone...
and has been replaced with joy...
because now...
He's in a better place I think...
he was suffering too much on earth...
This is probably best for him...

And this group of people...
like me...
did not feel any regret with the time spent with Jia Yuen...
Jarrod recalled playing with Mahjong paper with Jia Yuen or something like that...

We were sad...
but we were more happy for our friend...
and i hope he remembers us up there...
or wherever he is now...

May you rest in peace Jia Yuen...

A tribute to Jia Yuen...

A wind whistled..
An eye twinkled..
and his life flew by before my eyes...
As the shock finally releases me...
I wonder...
How can this be?

A friend...
though only half a year met,
a friend to me still...
A friend who wasn't as lucky as me...
or the rest of the people I knew...
A friend...
who was left out...
who was alone...
when everyone went for sports and games...
There he would stay...
but he was...
a friend...
who was kind and pure in heart...

I though we had so much more time..
I should have done so much more...
Talk to him more...
See him more...
I didn't even get to say goodbye...
because he's gone now...
and he won't ever come back...

In my mind...
and everyone else's too..
is a memory of him...
The way he was to us..
And i hope..
He's in a happier place...

I won't forget you, Jia Yuen...

Sek Jia Yuen was my classmate before he passed away. He was only 14 years old. He was suffering from muscular distrophy which made him wheelchair bound...
No matter what religion you are, please say a short prayer for Jia Yuen in your own way...

Eternal rest, grant unto him, O Lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon him.
May the soul of the faithful departed
through the mercy of God rest in peace.
Amen.

Rest in peace, Jia Yuen.

hari temu mesra

haihz haihz today damn sad day....
HARI TEMU MESRA...
so i had to wake up early early in morning as usual....
go to school...
lepak there until my mummy comes...

at first we juz talk random stuff...
abigail showed us the uniform people in new zealand wear in winter and its HIDEOUS!!!

then after that...

my gang went home...

never mind i still have the siew jun gang...

so we talk talk a little...

then my mummy came....

ahhhhhhh

pn hazura didnt say that many bad things...

but my mom still got pissed...

haihz...
but at least my results speak for themselves....

i got 9th in class yay!

but still....

my mum want me to buck up on SENNIIII!!! <

then after that wait for my brother's turn sooooooo boring!!

i juz daydream in class cause everyone went home already and the people who didn't just read books....

hmmmm...

i guess all in all....

it was OK....

so thats about it....

later i may be watching a movie....




n maybe get some waffles while im at it.... xD

blabs on my day...

Hieee
Im back for more crap!

first things first....

the host!

by Stephenie Meyer... =)
ok i have only read like the first 8 chapters...
and so far...

i think it is very complicated and puzzle like...
if you were a twilight fan you may or may not like it...

but i think its more of an adult's book..
(it says somewhere on the book that this is Meyer's first...)

but anyway i still love it.... =)
i rate:
8.5

AND OK WAD IS WITH THE FORM 1s THIS YEAR AND GOING TO SUPPORT BLITZERZ?????

i mean ITS YOUR SCHOOL!

show some support!!!
its not like we're that sucky la!!!!

every year we still come out top 20...
last year was a sad mistake....
but this year blitzerz is SERIOUSLY alot BETTER!!!

besides...
those who have been skipping your co-corriculur activities for the year will get "koko" marks...

THIS HELPS YOU STAY IN YOUR CLASS PEOPLE!!!

getting a D for your co-coricullum makes a big difference in classes...

and the money does not go anywhere....

if im not mistaken trixxon does not get much profit(if any)...

so your money is NOT gonna go straight to (ehem ehem)'s plan to make SMKBUD4 a gazebo-filled, hazardous-for-clumsy-people-who-cant-walk-and-not-trip-on-pots-jungle.

thats all i have to say on that matter...

moving on...

talking in a british accent for the whole day is not as easy as you may think...

my hurdles in trying this tremendous feat:

1)your non-participating friends get damn annoyed
in this case... Mallek....

2)u cant help but saying "hungry!!!" with a 'yau accent' when you are bloody hungry!!!

3)the charlie accent is so much cooleRRR!!!!

4) it just loses the magic when your other friend stops doing it too...

and today...
yau tried to catch fish in the giant blue basin thingy...

we played with lillypads too coz it is soooooo fun to look at...

wahahahhahaha....

btw...

i have a sooooper secret....

will you keep it for me????

if anyone finds out....

i will die....

u promise you wont tell???

well.....

Im the banana king!!!!!

xD

ok it just doesnt work without the Charlie accent....

if you have not heard of charlie(you freak! JKJK)...

you can watch the video.... xD


that's charlie 1...
where he goes to candy mountain...

and this is....


charlie 2!
charlie goes to the banana king!

weeeeeeeeeeeee
go charlie....
hahhaa

randoming~

hmmm and oh yeah....

for hari bakat i will have no ppl to hang out with....
exept yau...
and thats if shes not doing road duty....

but anyway its gonna be damn sad and pathetic....
for me...

hmmmmm....
maybe JJ will be there???

either way ill have like barely anybodiie....

well we'll see... wont we?

but i heard the performances are killer...

maybe... (just maybe)
ill bring my vid cam and like video the whole thing....

NAH

okayyyy bye now =)

screenshots from audi... xD

hmmmmm just some little screenshots from audi...

weeeeeeeeeeeee

yes i do love to spin on my head!!!

and because im in this whole classical music fad...
i went to play ballroom!!
xD



quite fun but cannot chance =(
but anyway...
i like classical music!!!

more random things...?

Hello peoples!
i recently celebrated the arrival of a brand new red leather sofa set on friday...
whoop de doo! xD

so gorgeous and red~!

btw...

have any of you ever tried frozen grapes??


Theyre dammmmm nice!

and i made a whole cup full... xD


Weeeee....

ok so lately...
i have been obsessed with...
a)honey on toast(omg daaaaam nice)
b)classical music.... hehe...
c)BLITZERZ!!!!

(this is the most recent picture i can find.... xD)

yes people Cheer 2008 is coming!
and i am veri happy to say that being the number 5th person to sign up...
i got 10% discount on the package....
so i only had to pay rm33.30 xD
(333! omg...)

i love blitzerz and this year my darling rittie will be performing...
YaY!!!

so i cant wait...

i hope all you little form 1s will go!!!
its your responsibilty as smkbud4ans....

xD

indulgence..?

Im back =)

i've just been so unable to use the computer because of...

who else?


my bro!
and caught in the act...

oh yes and...
Happy fathers day to all the daddys out there!!!

anyway...
i have decided to measure my height after like 3 months...
and my final height is....

167.5cm or 6 feet and 6 inches...
you CAN read cant you??

my weight???

32kg!!! hahahhahahhaa my foot la....
i wish....

anyway the reason im so concerned about my body is because...
i have been indulging in loads of food!!!!

fathers day ruined my "diet"!
xP

this was my supper yesterday...
(gawd we're damn messy!!)

so anyway i've been eating lots of fatty foods...
including my favourite biscuit of all time...

lexus cheese thingy!
dunno why...
i just have a thing for it...

but it is prettier without the wrapper!

mmmmm....


and its environment concsious!
(ok i do not know how to spell that word)

also been munching on....


koh-kae nuts!!!
i bought them from thailand and they are soooo good! ^^
yau would be jealous... hehe...

also been eating lots of...

honey!!!! it just looks so pretty!!!!

and lastly...

The rm 13 butter cake covered with marzipan,
to look like a yellow tuxedo, that says happy fathers day!
i love the little pink rose!

but does it taste as good as it looks??

within seconds it turned into...

this...

its no longer pretty....
awhhh...

but it's quite okay tasting la...

my mom loved it to bits...

so this time trixxon or proxxon or wateverxxon....

you get a thumbs up =)

a tool... not a toy...

VERI STUPID THING HAPPENED ON THURSDAY....

Christine brought this seemingly innocent little box to school
as she does everyday....

but little did she noe....
that....

ITS A TRANSFORMER!

anyway...
a very smart woman...
also known as...


ABIGAIL!!! (the one on the right)

warned me to not take out the "transformer"...
well she is a PREFECT...

especially since...

THE YAU IS AROUND!!!! xD

so when yau was doing some random thing...

Christine...
curious as she is...

decided to play with this "transformer"...

and being the stupid little girl she is...

Managed to cut herself...

Yay...?

another blog......? lets hope it lasts....

starting a blog....

again....
xD

lets hope this wan lasts....

so wad did i do this weekend???

i starts from Thursday ( yes i know its not the weekend yet!)

a bunch of retards crashed at my house and messed it all up....

i am referring to the "senoritaz" "shabooyans" "the fatties" and wtv other nicknames we had for our gang...

members including: jowynna, victoria, yee vonne, tanusha and of course... ME! xD

now i have pictures from yee vonee!!!



a pillow fight? im an innocent bystander...=)

vic playing wid jowy's pilanket (pillow blanket!) Superman...???

star!!! can u guess which finger is mine? its the one with the shortest nail
(omg can u believe it?)

feeet! lol =)

sum idiots taking a picture...

haha yee vonne =)

jowys catching up to my height... =)

we all have to bent down to take this picture...
except jowy of course...

hahahhhahahahhaa ...

tanu switching off the lights...
ninja style! =)


so they think they can dance...
well... think again....

then we watched p.s. i love you the movie and it bloody sucks like shit...


the book is a kazillion times better....

then we stayed up until like 4 am talking about gossips....
including abit of shit about cherries!! =)

then me n elle fell asleep and eventually so did tanu....

then like at 6 am....

i heard two stupid pandis talking and interfering my sleep....

RAWR....

so i was like " can u guys shut up???!!!"

and then jowy was like "hahahhahahahhaha" (the jowy laff u noe....) and then she was toking to me sum shit but i dun remember!!! xD

then those two gundu pandi's talking woke up elle n tanu too....

those two pandis dunno when to quit....

anyway we did all manage to sleep....
(stupid yee vonne took this picture)

then when me n tanu also woke up...
it was our turn to balas dendam....

at like 9 sumting in the morning...

the two pandis snoring away we go tok tok until they wake up wahahhahahahhaha....
i actually have a video of it...
but lazi to upload..xD

padam muka....

then we ate roti canai...

go mandi...

wear nice nice....

tie shoelaces... (jowy took ageeees)

then finally we go ou!!! xD

ohya but tht toopid tanu went to sunway la....
wth....

neway we shit around.....

ate some BIG APPLE!!!!


watch kungfu panda.... (coz like no other movie we all nevaaa watch...)

kinda cute n funni but the beeesst part was.....

i was sitting wid a stranger....
xD

a cute wan....

wahahhahahahahahhaahah

lalalaalalallalalallaa......

=)

then after that we went arcade n did shit....

went to play foosball (n i tot everyone how to hack xD)

also saw some cute guys....

wahahahahhahahha....

vic was looking for all the short wans....

i was juz looking at all of them....

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

xD

of course we also camwhored in the toilet....
as usual...xD

smilez =)

1,2,3, 5....? whoops i screwed...

redo....
1,2,3,4! if tanu was here there would be 5... =(

us retards jibberjabbering before going home....

and now for some camwhoring....

idiots all screwing wid my face....
at least i look stupid wid vic.... =D

so i had to say buhbye to all my pandis.....

thenn.....

i went for a swimming partiiieee!

woohoooo...

n i burn of all my fats from my big apple doughnut lunch (i hope) xD

then the next day i had to go all the way to melaka wid my cuzies (including the adorable cute wan!!!!) ....

yayy....


eating lots of food for my grandma's bday....

carrying my baby cuziiee !! =)

then we went to jonker street and i bought loooooadds of earrings(my secret obsession), a bag (yes another) and a puffball! (its a keychain) =)

i was so happie doing wad i do best..... SHOPPING! =)

then blabla slept at my grandmas....

did some shit and here i am now....

starting another lame attempt at a blog....

enjoyed it?

if no..... TOO BAD.... =)

signing out...
peace.....???

P.S. pandi means
PIGGY!

gundu is fat i think xD