breaking dawn

warning:Im in a twilight moment. The things i say might make you want you to check me for schizophrenia or something.




I did it....




after long awaiting the arrival of the hardcover edition of the fourth book in the twilight saga and taking as much time to enjoy it as i could...



i finished BREAKING DAWN...

(yes,yes i know everyone finished it a LONG LONG time ago...)





and what do i have to say about it???






stephenie meyer is a genius

yes it is THAT GOOD!






as i finished the last page of the book...
i started to cry....

(no its not a sad ending!)



these are my reasons(i know everyone is gonna be like wtf now...):

1) its PERFECT

the ending was just so beautiful and perfect that crying was not an option...
stephenie meyer seriously picked the best way to end the best saga in the world...


2) its OVER

this was one of the worst ones...
no more new adventures from my favourite vampires...
i will never get to see what happens to bella and edward after this...
=(


3) its CREEPY

after immersing myself in twilight fiction...
i could not help but look around in my dark room and wonder...
and suddenly i felt vulnerable...
because if vampires did come to attack me...
i wouldn't be able to defend myself...

(a twilight moment here people... excuse my delusionalness...)


4) its NOT REAL

this one hurt the most...
life is not gonna be as perfect as these vampires always have it...
i dont have my own edward...
i dont have my own renesmee...
i dont have special powers...

im just HUMAN....


ah well...
it was fun while it lasted....